if I don’t understand it
should I walk away?
if I fail to understand it
should I try harder?
how many times do I try
how long do I keep trying?
maybe I was not meant to
perhaps I was, am, weak
flawed, broken
unproductive
no rights, all wrongs
a fool
more a pawn
in the chess game
never learnt.
the promising light
at the end
of the tunnel
was a reflection
of someone else’s
train

Help me be brave
my soul flits
slips
into
sleep
deep
long
cold

help me be brave
strength, o Soul!
help me be brave.

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